Sometimes there are days when I don’t like anyone around me...
I hate them no matter what they do for me,
I hate them for no reason.
I don’t want to talk to anyone, don’t want anyone to even understand my silence.
I wish I could just switch off any means of communication and be in my own lonely world.
All alone, isolated.
I want to shut myself out from the world outside and not allow anyone ....and by that I mean anyone at all, to peep into my world of loneliness.
There’s nothing I want to do. There is nowhere I want to go.
Just cry my eyes out over nothing.
There are moments of insanity, when I start to feel like I am some kind of a psychopath.And that people are around me are at the receiving end of my mood swings.
I want to crush all my dreams under my feet and watch my heart die with those dreams.
I close those blinds to stop even a single ray of light to pass through.
All I want is to live in this faithless, hopeless world I create for myself.
I wish, no one saved me....no, not this time...
Living in a state of melancholy, I sometimes wish I were never alive...