There comes a time in life when you are down in the dumps.It feels like you will never come out of it.
Your job,career,health(mental & physical) everything goes for a toss.Everything is lurking in unpredictability.All it needs is slight push and it'll will fall off the edge.
If that isn't enough, the people you love the most are far away from you and suffering equally as you are.
You know their misery and yet you don't have the will or the strength to pick up the phone and call them,leave alone consoling them.
You pray hard, you try everything to make things work but you end up losing everything.
You want to cry to someone.You want to hear someone say 'It is going to be Ok'.You need a shoulder to rest your head on, just close your eyes for a while and feel peaceful.
But helplessly, you sleep on it only to find the next day worse than the one that passed.
All I wanted was to be happy, all I wanted was peace of mind...never knew it was so hard to find.